Lonely Angel

lonely angel so cold and dark.

waiting for love to rescue her tonight.

will her heart be saved from eternal despair or thrown into the darkness?

lonely angel so despret to be held and loved.

waiting on this mood to swing on by her.

she never gets up. she's given up.

 lonely angel sits and cries, telling her heart a last goodbye.

no light will shine on the broken angel.

no peace is in sight.

she crossed the final line of no return.

no hope for the lonely angel.

she's tangled in a mess of hurt and pain.

the wires cutting deeper into her soul, into her wings.

lonely angel eyes so dark and dead.

no future for her ahead of the endless pit of gloomy despair.

lonely angel so cold and dark.

waiting forever for love that will never pass her by.

Loving A Demon

she cradles him to her.

loving to the man inside the demon, she caresses his pain with tender kisses.

wrapping her soft wings around the demon, protecting him with her love.

her eyes see what no other has noticed what lay deep inside the beautiful demon.

her heart loves him though he says he doesn't deserve such a beautiful heart.

her touch so careful, trying to tame the restless soul inside.

her heart sings a lullaby to him, waiting for his to sing back to her.

the pain in his eyes makes the angel cry for him.

she whispers promises of love to the beautiful demon she holds so dear to her heart.

will the demon see what the angel sees?

will he wrap his warm wings around her as she does for him?

will he take her hand and dance with his angel?

will he tame his hurt so his soul can love the angel that gives her broken heart to him?

will he show her as much love as she shows to her beloved demon?

Losing the Rest of My Sanity

i'm starting to lose what mind i have left.
how can you not respond, how can you have no words?
i wait for you to say a word and still i hear nothing but my own thoughts.
speak to me!
speak a word!
don't sit there and stare at me.
i know you heard about my thoughts.
i know you know everything.
how many hints do i have to send for you to finally make a response?
i stare at this blank screen and see you there.
did i come on to you too strong?
am i nothing to you but some silly girl?
the insanity inside is haunting my dreams.
i'm starting to think none of this is real.
i'm wondering if you even know who i am.
and i still sit here for you to finally make your first move before my insanity takes what's left of me.
i sit here patiently waiting for all to fade away...

Dark Hearts of Men

so dark is the heart of men that even god has gaven up hope.
evil and corrupted, they think they own the world.
abusive and cold to the mother that gives them life to their children, food to feed their souls.
they judge who shall live or shall die, yet their god tells them differently.
they steal, they kill, they have no respect for life.
governments who say freedom is their goal, yet they refuse it to those who are different.
they say how we live, how we should love when they cannot even be faithful to themselves or their spouse.
they put our lives in the line of fire for money and black gold.
taking away our husbands and sons for something we don't even need.
for something so easily replaced.
their dark and soulless hearts greedier than starving men, women, and children around this small world.
so dark is the heart of men that even they have gaven up hope on themselves.

Hanging On

she's hanging by a string of hope.
her heart beating faster as she continues to slip on down.
she looks up for his hand to help her on her feet again yet he stands and stares.
he looks at her angelic face with tear stained cheeks.
why does he stand and watch her die?
she cries to him as she falls a little more.
she cries to him, begs for his heart to reach to her but knows he won't move a single step farther.
her hands bleeding, skin tearing more as she holds so tightly to her string of hope.
hope is all that is left of her torn soul.
blood pouring from her hands she slides down a little more.
his face haunting her eyes as he watches her slip away, yet his ears ignore her pleads of help.
his hand never reaching towards the crying girl.
she's giving up.
she's letting go.
her eyes burn into his heart, into his soul.
as she falls to the ground his hand reaches but she's given up and let go.
his eyes burns into the string where her blood stains.
his lips whispering sweet remorse to one that he let slip away.

The Ramblings of the Insane

dark shadows overtaking my mind.
my thoughts no longer my own.
evil whispers flow through my head.
how much longer will i be able to fight them away?
i'm so scared i'll fall into their dirty hands.
so afraid to succumb to the dark desires they play in my head.
cry and cry all i want, but still nothing drowns out the whispers in my head.
people saying i've lost my sanity, but they have no idea how real my imaginations really are.
they don't see the danger lurking in their own shadows.
but i see them.
i see the demons smiling and laughing, waiting to strike at me.
watching and waiting.
listen to the way they snicker at me.
so go on and laugh at me.
say it's just the rambling of the insane, but you'll see who really is insane and who was right all along.

Lonely Lands

the hurt and pain i feel inside, tears me apart.
feeling like i don't belong, like something inside is wrong.
ignored and shoved away from society, only my thoughts and imaginations keep me company.
more and more i become settled in with the lonliness and dark surroundings.
shadows dance to my lonely heartbeat.
parade around my darkened thoughts.
so lonely i have become that my sanity is on the brink of breaking, falling into the devil's hands.
dark barron lands fill my home with no love or friendship.
so here i swim in my hurt and pain, no longer minding the lonliness.