Losing the Rest of My Sanity

i'm starting to lose what mind i have left.
how can you not respond, how can you have no words?
i wait for you to say a word and still i hear nothing but my own thoughts.
speak to me!
speak a word!
don't sit there and stare at me.
i know you heard about my thoughts.
i know you know everything.
how many hints do i have to send for you to finally make a response?
i stare at this blank screen and see you there.
did i come on to you too strong?
am i nothing to you but some silly girl?
the insanity inside is haunting my dreams.
i'm starting to think none of this is real.
i'm wondering if you even know who i am.
and i still sit here for you to finally make your first move before my insanity takes what's left of me.
i sit here patiently waiting for all to fade away...