You Got Me

I don't know what to say to you any more.
I'm giving up on this fucking life.
I don't see the point in this shit anymore and I'm going away.
Fuck having to stay somewhere I'm never loved or cared about.
You say my heart is black and dead.
I say you made me that way.
You dont' appreciate a damn thing I've done for you.
My heart and soul was always true.
Fuck this lie I'm living just to make you happy.
Fuck everyone who says I'm too angry, that I'm making a big deal out of nothing.
Kiss my ass, I'm tired of this fucking life.
There will be no redos, there will be no turning me around.
All the fucking lies you said to me, all the fucking hatred you put in my soul.
My brain starts to pump more blood than it can take.
My black, dead heart burst into a song that only evil wants to hear.
I don't give a damn anymore of what you think of me.
I'm tired of trying to be someone I'm not.
You get pissed off at me because my language is vulgar.
Fuck what you got to say, you wanted the real me, now you got the bitch I really am.
I will never be who you want me to be.
I will never love again and build me a wall to surround my dead heart.
There is no turning back from this point.
There is nowhere to go from here but forward.
You wanted the real me, well you got me.
You say I'm a bitch and I laugh in your face.
You call me crazy and have no idea how crazy I can really be.
Fuck the life you put before me.
I'm going my own path.